As pointed out yesterday, I had a really bad day.
The 3 reasons were:
1. I got too much behind on my university work, that the probability that I will be allowed to take the exam drops to almost zero. Of course I will try to convince the teacher to let me catch up on the work
2. My tv stopped working
3. After the list I had made of changes to stay awake at night, I did not do any of them and fell asleep again.
After that I posted the ‘Day 10′ update, after which I couldn’t care much and didn’t do any effort to stay awake. Not too long after that I fell asleep again for another 1.5 hours. When I woke up from that I decided to go to bed for the first time in 10-11 days, in which I slept for another 9 hours. In total I slept 13.5 hours, all without alarms.
I don’t feel much at all – I’m not tired, not refreshed, not awake, I don’t know how I feel.
The plan is to take +- 2 naps of 25 minutes next night, then stay awake untill friday evening (I have a busy schedule tomorrow). By then I will probably be somewhat tired again, and then I will go to my parents for the weekend and maybe for a week holiday also, to restart napping every 4 hours.
I will not give up this time, that is one thing I am sure of. The fun part is I had this crash while not having felt really sleep deprived at all. No (near-)hallucinations, zombie-mode, tired muscles, tired eyes (just a little) or whatsoever.
One thought I am having right now is to plan everything I will do next, but I don’t know if I can trust my thinking at the moment.
That’s all for now, I’ll update again when there’s more to tell